Engulfed
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Was so dead tired that I fell asleep while trying to reply an email to a client. It wasn't till 2 hours later - which is like now - that I jolt out of sleep...with eyes bloodshot red from prolonged hours of wearing contact lenses. Oh no, NARS is melting on my dull, tired skin too.
The event today wasn't exactly the best; not when you have a sick emcee who is all grouchy and frustrated even on stage, and intermittent changes to the programme flow from client. On top of that, several more internal heart attacks.
Heart resumed its function when I had my first physical energy boost of the day with my colleagues. But it slipped into another case of malfunction as the dinner evolved into an in-depth discussion of the team. They also told me that I need to be more organised and alert. I appreciate and agree with their honest feedback, really; in fact, it's one stale introspective issue that has been bugging me since day dunno what...and I wish I know better how to save myself.
Ironically, I have been arrowed to arrange for an internal kick-off meeting. If you ask me, it is not going to serve more than an official reason for everyone to slack from work. The only highly-recommended solution - get rid of the cmi team members who are stifling the work progress, including myself. Everyone thinks that everyone else is the root of the problem. Well, everyone is right. But does everyone know? I know, but I can't speak for the rest.
--what some might say --
1:36 AM
